Feelings for Mr. Darcy

It is strange to me to feel such attraction towards Mr. Darcy. I always thought of him as a most disagreeable man, but know I am seeing him in a whole new light. He is like a different person to me and I am unsure of what I am feeling. One thing is for sure though, if he were to propose to me again, I wouldn't be dumb enough to say no. To ever think of myself in love with Mr. Darcy seems wrong, but here I am today falling head over heels for him. The only problem is I think I have missed my chance with him. After what has happened with Lyida and Wickham he will probably never speak to me again. Oh why did my sister have to ruin my love with her stupid selfish decisons?